Saturday 5 May 2012

I tell you what.  It is not easy taking care of you three when I am sick.  It's hard on all of us actually.  Wyatt, you were at school a lot, so except for breakfast, and supper, I didn't have to do a whole lot for you, but Levi, you got the worst of it.  When Maverick didn't need me, I just wanted to hide away and not do anything.  You got neglected.

One day coming home from care n share, you cried because you didn't want to go home.  when we pulled into the driveway you said to me "mommy, I don't want to be here"  I realized how much being in the house with a sick mother was sucking the life out of it.  It's definitely a motivation to try to stay healthy, and not ignore my body when it hurts.

I am feeling better now, and we had a great day playing yesterday.  Too bad Maverick wasn't sick too... but that's life isn't it.